Perseverance

6.44am, today, I woke up early.
I start to climb(walk) up to Mountain Bukit Beruang.
I never been there, I don't know where is the starting point to climb up the mountain.
I walk along the mountain area and finally I saw some people exercising.
I walk forward again and there is a road.
Trees grow beside along the road just like European country-side.
Leaves fall on it.
I guess this is the way.
The way to peak.
The way to open up my mind.
It is not easy for me to reach the peak.
I rest for several times.
I'm exhausted.
I'm tired with my life.
That is not a desired one.
I reached the peak of the mountain.
I wish to get inspiration in my life.
However I fail.
What's the point I be there,
gain nothing.

Interesting Assignments!

It was just a glance that my final examination for my Delta 1^st Sem finished at 7^th of October. Before the test, we were so busy for our assignment and lab report because we do have a due date late and near to the final exam. One of the assignments is CAM lab report which it’s due date fall on 1 week before the final exam. I did the turning part which can be said that this assignment was my solo task. The note is thick and I need to do as much as the programming. This drags me to a worse situation since my preparation for final haven’t completed on time.

Nevertheless, the assignment is finally done and luckily my groupmate do help me compile it to a better looks package of a report. And one more thing that make me annoyed is that what I did for the assignment (turning) does not came out in the final exam and thus, what I did was just wasted. Instead, programming part came out an easier question that I can read and do easily.

My project is turning a shape of Sparkplug.

Bring to earlier time, that it was my Cad, “CATIA” assignment. It is using software to draw and I had tried it as hard as I am. Finally my groupmate and I were decreasing our level from drawing “Bicycle >> Water Tap >> Sink >> ”Recycle Rubbish Bin””

Dala~~ Here is my works, Recycle Rubbish Bin. We get 9 marks which is below the mean. Whatever, It can move uh huh~!

Again, milling lab which we using a milling machine which cost about MYR 60K, and the lab is equipped with mechanical computerized machine, one of it cost MYR300K. WOW!!

Baby MILO!

Well these assignments is quite interesting! Then I prepare for my final exam..

Become an Adult

Yeah~! It’s 21^st birthday past two months ago. Yeap, indeed it is quite late I post this blog due to my busy final examination and straightly follow by 2 weeks holiday which is an obstruction for me to post the blog even I had written it.

Year 2009 in the 1^st of September is my 21^st birthday which signifies that I’m an Adult whereby normally Malaysian people say that the age to enter “Genting Casino”. Whoalaalaa.. By the way, this is not the point..

My birthday is different from the year before where it is holiday after the National Day and normally peoples will back home for their continuous holiday. This year due to preparation of final exam, we do not go back, therefore, here’s my birthday celebration.

As usual, my housemate and friends gave me a surprise right at the midnight, ending of National Day, starting of my birthday. Aahaha~ I want to thank them a lot!

Other than that, my parent was gifting me a watch as 21^st birthday present. Orient leather watch from Japan which cost MYR360.

Then a Louies Berry Leather Slide Bag where I don’t know where can use it. They bought it while they went travel not long ago.

Then they brought me to a western café and celebrate, I do hate that dinner so much! I don’t want to bring up here.

Next is Crocodile! This leather shoes has presented to me from my sister. Cost MYR3++ before discount.

The Polo leather wallet from her and I’m using it every day.

Right here you might found one mutual identity of my presents by which all of them are leather. I also bought a Polo leather belt during Jusco Day. I like leather but now seem it is quite extravagant of leather product huh~ I’m fully accessorized by leather, Uh huh~!

This year really carve a deep memory on my mind that she purposely come back to Malacca just to celebrate my birthday. She made me the following things; hence, I hope to tell her that I really appreciate and I got her willingness and effort. Thank you.

3 presents: Polo Leather Wallet; handcrafted birthday card; and 297 stars in a bottle

Among them, I like all especially is the handcrafted birthday card. I like it very much! (So cute, so Sweet~)

Genting send me a birthday card and invite me to Genting for a round. Ahaha!!

Lastly I would like to thank those who greet me and all those who celebrate my birthday! Thank you all for leaving me a memorable birthday.

LOVE

What is love? How do we know that we are really in love? When meet that special person, how can we tell that our feelings are genuine and not merely infatuation? And, if they are genuine, will these feelings last? Love, as we know, is difficult to define. But most people agree that true and lasting love involves far more than mere physical attraction. Love involves mutual respect, the desire to give rather than take, and the feeling of being completely at ease with other.

My Restaurant

Taking a small pace, pace by pace, time goes like counting in years. I’m so boring in home, my life is decadent meaningless. Today is 2nd week of my holiday. Now, what I'm doing is watching whatever that I had prepared for this holiday.

Secondly, uh huh~~

Please come and find me at..

“Dala!!”

“Restaurant City”

This is one of the Facebook’s game that I had captivated of for the first week of my trimester break. Well let me introduce my own restaurant.

A little bit old type of the outside with simple decoration. There are some bushes that I plant above the door, and window is put beside the door to make it look a wide entrance. ~Uh huh~ lastly the most important part which is the restaurant name. >> Refer to the picture yourself please.<<

Next, let’s go inside.

Here we go, Welcome ladies and gentlemen!~

Currently my restaurant is on level 12 and soon will upgrade to level 13 which I’ll be have a larger space later on. We have 3 dishes on level 4 and they are:

Starting dishes-Some kind of salad

Main course – some kind of chicken rice

Dessert – some kind of chocolate ice-cream

Hmm… Please don’t ask me so much; I don't remember what is the exact name of these foods. As I served, customers just taste it, Ahaha!!

All right, my restaurant consists of 6 peoples who are working non-stop. Haha, so great employed these kinds of workers, if it could be happen in reality! Wai Loon, Lee ling chee, V ting, SK, a Pig Pig gal CS (^@^) and for sure, me myself. Can you spot me there? No specified of their working, could be waiter/waitress, chef, and cleaner. Ish, cleaner…. You see, the WC is put with the dining table. So open my customers is (Sigh!!). Haha!! I’ve no idea where to put it since there is no space for them，just be endure a little while.

This fellow is me, wow~ Jahnson without glasses.

Next to me is “si tao po” lo~ hehe~!!

Well, handsome enough?

That's all for the game. The game is not bad, the matter is do I have so much time to play or not.

Quite a boring holiday, although is 2 weeks only~

辜负

也许是不懂得处理，也许真地做错了，也许一切已经慢慢错过
但还是期待着谅解。

不晓得从何开始，心情忐忑不安，愧疚仿佛每晚出现在脑海当中。
持续好几个月了，是有病吗？心病算是病吗？

问自己，“你有放下过吗？”
没有！

想了很久很久，还是不知道该怎样开口。
不哼一声还是开门见山？这回，选择的是好朋友，决定了！面子，管它的！！还耍什么性格呢！？


世上，有两种东西最想要的，一种是失去的，另一种是还未曾得到的。
现在的确失去了。。

失去了对我的信赖，友情。。。

就因　彼此的感情深厚，才会难过。　
就因　策划不当　才会闹出不愉快。
就因　做错了，这是事实！我承认！我真诚的道歉！！

认识的日子并不短，本该好好珍惜这一位知己，却被我一手给搞扎了。
惭愧。。真的惭愧！～

反省，反省，不断地反省
想回当初，站在对方的立场，领悟对方的心情，思考对方的反应～
我不禁感到非常心酸。也许，这叫辜负了对方。。。

一日复一日，不言语淡化了我们的话题，期望越来越渺茫，也许这是最后一击了。
无论错在那里都好，我不能白白的让这真挚的友情就此结束，我不甘心！
抱歉。。抱歉！