Tuesday 16 November 2010

终于懂了


女:

两个人在一起时,你就知道我是这样的人了,

我霸道,我难懂,我无理取闹,我不可理喻,

可是你还是牵起了我的手对我说那句我爱你,

我感动了,相信了,流泪了,靠在你怀里了...

后来,我们吵架,你说我霸道,你说我任性,

但你是否还记得从前你对我说过的那一番话呢?

我天生就是霸道,我不会为了爱你而妥协,

我也知道你很在乎我,难道我的心中就不在乎吗?

难道你以为我吃饱了没事做,爱与你吵架吗?

你说我难哄,其实只是你不知道怎么哄我,

争吵后,你知道我生气了,除了电话响个不听,

你什么也不会做了,但我却还是原谅了你,

因为我也在乎,我也不希望我们只能走到这里,

不接你电话不是我不在乎,只是我还在生气,

气消了,自己心中最爱的那个人始终还是你...

你要知道,要是我不在乎,你连让我发脾气的本事都没有,

你要知道,要是我不理你,你根本就没有机会可以找到我,

你要知道,要是我不爱你,想当初你就不可能牵得到我的手,

我难哄,那是天性,与对你的爱有多少无关,

其实我很容易哄,只是你觉得难了,

除了不停地call来,不停地短信来,

仔细去想想,你哄我的方式有变过吗?

但为什么,每一次我都还是回到你的身边?

这世上没有难哄的情人,只有不爱你的人,

他爱你,无论你用什么方法去哄她,他都会回来,

如果他不爱你,你就在一起的机会也不可能会有,

记得,不爱你,当初他就不会选择你,

选择了你,他就不会轻易想要放弃,

如果有一天,他不再接受你哄他回来,

那就就证明,他不再爱你了,

又或者是,你已经让他绝望了...

2010年11月16日

19点26分

慕康随笔~

Thursday 5 August 2010

如果哪天...

亲爱的,如果有一天我放弃了你,请不要怀疑我是否恋上另一个人,是因为我发觉你不珍惜我,离开你并非我愿意,我不想拿放弃当威胁,因为那两个字我不曾轻易 说出口因为我爱你.假如有天我真正选择了离开,那么对不起不是想要你的挽留,而是对你真的死了心,有些人总是在失去之后才知道曾经的美好,在我决定离开你 之前我会给你好多机会,如果你把我给你的机会当做你放纵的资本,有天我会真的走出来,虽然我会痛会伤心,可我了解自己,一旦爱上一个人会全心全意,可一旦 我真正决定了死心,那么我只会哭一次,然后选择忘记,不要以为感情的事如果没有出现第三者的话很容易复合,我的字典里没有这个概念,如果我选择了放弃选择 了离开,那么我便再也不会回头,在你生命中..我重要吗?
 如果有天我真的消失了你永远不会在找到


Adopted from other blogger

Friday 28 May 2010

An Inconvenient Truth

Saturday 22 May 2010

11个不算笑话的笑話讓你領悟人生

父子二人看到一輛十分豪華的進口轎車。兒子不屑地對他的
父親說:“坐這種車的人,肚子裏一定沒有學問!”父親則輕描淡寫地回答:“說這種話的人,口袋裏一定沒有錢!”

■你對事情的看法,是不是也反映出你內心真正的態度?


晚飯後,母親和女兒一塊兒洗碗盤,父親和兒子在客廳看電視。突然,廚房裏傳來打破盤子的響聲,然後一片沉寂。兒子望著他父親,說道:“一定是媽媽打破的。”“你怎麼知道?”“她沒有罵人。”

■我們習慣以不同的標準來看人看己,以致往往是責人以嚴,待己以寬。


有兩個臺灣觀光團到日本伊豆半島旅遊,路況很壞,到處都是坑洞。一位導遊連聲說路面簡直像麻子一樣。而另一個導遊卻詩意盎然地對遊客說:“我們現在走的正是赫赫有名的伊豆迷人酒窩大道。”

■雖是同樣的情況,然而不同的意念,就會產生不同的態度。思想是何等奇妙的事,如何去想,決定權在你。


同樣是小學三年級的學生,他們將來的志願同是當小丑。中國老師斥之為:“胸無大志,孺子不可教也!”外國老師則會說:“願你把歡笑帶給全世界!”

■身為長輩的我們,不但要求多於鼓勵,更以狹窄界定了成功的定義。


妻子正在廚房炒菜。丈夫在她旁邊一直嘮叨不停:“慢些、小心!火太大了。趕快把魚翻過來、油放太多了!”妻子脫口而出:“我懂得怎樣炒菜。”丈夫平靜地答道:“我只是要讓你知道,我在開車時,你在旁邊喋喋不休,我的感覺如何……”

■學會體諒他人並不困難,只要你願意認真地站在對方的角度和立場看問題。


一輛載滿乘客的公共汽車沿著下坡路快速前進著,有一個人在後面緊緊追趕著這輛車子。一個乘客從車窗中伸出頭來對追車子的人說:“老兄!算啦,你追不上的!”“我必須追上它,”這人氣喘吁吁地說:“我是這輛車的司機!”

■有些人必須非常認真努力,因為不這樣的話,後果就十分悲慘了!然而也正因為必須全力以赴,潛在的本能和不為人知的特質終將充分展現出來。


甲:“新搬來的鄰居好可惡,昨天晚上三更半夜跑來猛按我家的門鈴。”乙:“的確可惡!你有沒有馬上報警?”甲:“沒有。我當他們是瘋子,繼續吹我的小喇叭。”

■事出必有因,如果能先看到自己的不是,答案就會不一樣


張三在山間小路開車,正當他悠哉地欣賞美麗風景時,突然迎面開來的貨車司機搖下窗戶大喊一聲:“豬!”張三越想越氣,也搖下車窗大罵:“你才是豬!”剛罵完,他便迎頭撞上一群過馬路的豬。

■不要錯誤地詮釋別人的好意,那只會讓自己吃虧,並且使別人受辱。


小男孩問爸爸:“是不是做父親的總比做兒子的知道得多?”爸爸回答:“當然啦!”“電燈是誰發明的?”“愛迪生。”“那愛迪生的爸爸怎麼沒有發明電燈?”

■權威往往只是一個經不起考驗的空殼子,尤其在現今這個多元開放的時代。


小明洗澡時不小心吞下一小塊肥皂,他的媽媽慌慌張張地打電話給家庭醫生求助。醫生說:“我現在還有幾個病人在,可能要半小時後才能趕過去。”小明媽媽說: “在你來之前,我該做什麼?”醫生說:“給小明喝一杯白開水,然後用力跳一跳,你就可以讓小明用嘴巴吹泡泡消磨時間了。”

■事情既然已經發生了,何不坦然自在地面對。擔心不如寬心,窮緊張不如窮開心。


一把堅實的大鎖掛在大門上,一根鐵杆費了九牛二虎之力,還是無法將它撬開。鑰匙來了,他瘦小的身子鑽進鎖孔,只輕輕一轉,大鎖就“啪”地一聲打開了。

■每個人的心,都像上了鎖的大門,任你再粗的鐵棒也撬不開。惟有關懷,才能把自己變成一把細膩的鑰匙,進入別人的心中

Tuesday 18 May 2010

Monday 12 April 2010

Ending

Hectic live. Phew~

Sunday 14 March 2010

Job


Finally I found my job in Melaka.

Valentine

Title: Romance

说话

说话

是有说过几句不对的话
说起来并不应该
可能我浪荡 让人家不安
才会 结果失败

我没有什麽暗藏的意思
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱 何况那算什麽伤
反正爱情不就都这样

我必要说话 我何必说话
你懂我的 我对你从来就不会多说
我不要说话 请别以为我有多困难
笑是真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口 闻得到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象

我不必说话 我何必说话
你知道的 我缺点之一就是很健忘
我不想说话 是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我必要说话 我何必说话
爱一个人 没爱到难道就会怎麽样
别说我假装 人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿

我没有说话 是爱情说话
它带你来 告诉我说 渴望的有可能有希望
我没有假装 祝你做个幸福的女人
我的心事请你就遗忘

Friday 26 February 2010

Skin Whitening


Everybody in the world is fond of white skin and is ready to do anything to get the skin whiter. Even fairer skin people put their best efforts to keep their skin tone whiter. Especially Asians are fonder to get a whiter skin and do lots of things to get the skin whiter and lighter than the natural shade.

There are many ways to whiten the skin. There are plenty of treatments, creams and lotions available for skin whitening, which are meant not only for those who have darker complexion but also even for those who gets darker complexion because of sun tan, age or pollution. Darker skin has more production of melanin a substance in body, which makes the skin appear darker.

The fairest the skin the lesser melanin it has. But fairer skin has more chances to get effected by Ultraviolet rays of the sun than the darker skin as melanin absorbs the UV rays and prevents them to penetrate the skin to get it darker. Skin whitening creams have agents as bleach, aloe Vera, extracts from lemon and all those things which can clear the complexion and can make it whiter. They reduce the production of melanin in the body, which is the cause of skin darkening.


Home remedies to whiten the skin-certain home made packs and remedies are really helpful in giving you a lighter and whiter complexion.

  • Dry orange peels in sun. When they are fully dried, grind them in a mixture and make powder. Add raw milk to it, make a paste and apply it on your skin everyday. Rinse it off with lukewarm water when dries. It's tested pack for skin whitening.
  • Take sandalwood powder, add lemon juice, tomato juice, cucumber juice to it, make a paste and apply on the skin till it dries to get a brighter, lighter and even skin tone.
  • Gram flour has whitening agents to it. Take 2 spoonfuls of gram flour; add a pinch of turmeric to it, few drops of lemon juice and few drops of milk cream. Make it a paste and apply on the skin. When it dries scrub it off. It can be applied all over the body everyday.
  • Soak almonds in water overnight. Peel them off in the morning. Make a paste and add honey to it. Apply it on face and scrub it off when dries to make skin whiter and glowing.
  • Potatoes have bleaching agents in them their juice is quite helpful in giving an even skin tone. Reduce pigmentation and blemishes. It can be applied on the skin everyday to get it whiter.

***Tomato Juice & Lime Face Mask***

Apply a mixture of grated tomato with 2-3 drops of lime juice on the face.
Leave it for 20 minutes before washing off. Do this twice a day for 15-20 days for best results.


And for sure the hardest way for whitening is not to step out from your house. Haha, it is real! (Jokes from Jahnson~)

Lemon Water

Top 10 Benefits of Lemon Water


Here come some tips from me, Jahnson. Many people often love the tarty flavor of lemon juice in their dishes. But have you ever wondered that you can put this lemon juice to many more good uses than this? Yes! There are enormous benefits of lemon juice and water in your everyday life. You simply need to arm yourself with relevant knowledge and you would soon start valuing this amalgamation more than ever.

Lemon is an inexpensive, easily available citrus fruit, popular for its culinary and medicinal uses. It is used to prepare a variety of food recipes such as lemon cakes, lemon chicken and beverages like lemonade and lemon-flavored drinks. It is also used for garnishing. Lemon juice consists of about 5% citric acid that gives a tarty taste to lemon. Lemon is a rich source of vitamin C. It also contains vitamins like vitamin B, riboflavin and minerals like calcium, phosphorus, magnesium as well as proteins and carbohydrates. Lemon is generally consumed in the form of lemon juice or lemon water. Lemon water makes a healthy drink, especially when taken in the morning. Daily consumption of lemon water provides a number of health benefits like:

1. Good for stomach

Lemon can help relieve many digestion problems when mixed with hot water. These include nausea, heartburn and parasites. Due to the digestive qualities of lemon juice, symptoms of indigestion such as heartburn, bloating and belching are relieved. By drinking lemon juice regularly, the bowels are aided in eliminating waste more efficiently. Lemon acts as a blood purifier and as a cleansing agent. The intake of lemon juice can cure constipation. It is even known to help relieve hiccups when consumed as a juice. Lemon juice acts as a liver tonic and helps you digest your food by helping your liver produce more bile. It decreases the amount of phlegm produced by your body. It is also thought to help dissolve gallstones.

2. Excellent for Skin Care

Lemon, being a natural antiseptic medicine, can participate to cure problems related to skin. Lemon is a vitamin C rich citrus fruit that enhances your beauty, by rejuvenating skin from within and thus bringing a glow on your face. Daily consumption of lemon water can make a huge difference in the appearance of your skin. It acts as an anti-aging remedy and can remove wrinkles and blackheads. Lemon water if applied on the areas of burns can fade the scars. As lemon is a cooling agent, it reduces the burning sensation on the skin.

3. Aids in Dental Care

Lemon water is used in dental care also. If fresh lemon juice is applied on the areas of toothache, it can assist in getting rid of the pain. The massages of lemon juice on gums can stop gum bleeding. It gives relief from bad smell and other problems related to gums.

4. Cures Throat Infections

Lemon is an excellent fruit that aids in fighting problems related to throat infections, sore throat and tonsillitis as it has an antibacterial property. For sore throat, dilute one-half lemon juice with one-half water and gargle frequently.

5. Good for Weight Loss

One of the major health benefits of drinking lemon water is that it paves way for losing weight faster, thus acting as a great weight loss remedy. If a person takes lemon juice mixed with lukewarm water and honey, it can reduce the body weight as well.

6. Controls High Blood Pressure

Lemon water works wonders for people having heart problem, owing to its high potassium content. It controls high blood pressure, dizziness, nausea as well as provides relaxation to mind and body. It also reduces mental stress and depression.

7. Assist in curing Respiratory Disorders

Lemon water assists in curing respiratory problems, along with breathing problems and revives a person suffering from asthma.

8. Good for treating Rheumatism

Lemon is also a diuretic and hence lemon water can treat rheumatism and arthritis. It helps to flush out bacteria and toxins out of the body.

9. Reduces Fever

Lemon water can treat a person who is suffering from cold, flu or fever. It helps to break fever by increasing perspiration.

10. Acts as a blood purifier

The diseases like cholera or malaria can be treated with lemon water as it can act as a blood purifier.


How much should I drink?

In case you are in good health and weigh 70 kg or less, it is advisable for you to have juice of one-half of the lemon squeezed into one glass of water, twice daily. However, if you weigh more than 70 kg, juice of one whole lemon in a glass of water should be preferred. For maximum benefit, this mixture should also be taken two times a day, though you may dilute more lemon juice according to your taste if you wish. Do not just remain oblivious to the gifts of nature such as this, for you should always try to make the most of them. So, make it a part of your daily routine to drink a glass of warm lemon water in the morning and then open your gateway to enjoy its health benefits.

Wish you all beauty forever. Thanks..

Monday 22 February 2010

Happy Chinese New Year


Cologne





Bow Tie




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Fire Crackers




Family steamboat (Sea Food Flavour)




She is studying during the Chinese New Year + PoP





Ang Pows $$$$$$ + Gambling



Saturday 30 January 2010

Belated Christmas Gift

A card and a pillow.
The pillow is art of "刺绣".
It is nice looking, soft and smell good~
Anyone interested may come to my room and see.

Merry Christmas~~

Internship- update


Letters and emails had been sent out for couple weeks.
Yet, I have meet my desired company to reply.

Due date is 1st of March, should done this as soon as possible.
Hope I can have a nice chance to learn in a potential company.
Bless me..

Thursday 28 January 2010

我们像糖甜到哀伤


最近

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。。。。。。。。。

妳想要的
我卻不能夠給妳我全部

我能給的
卻又不是妳想要擁有的

我們不適合也不想認輸
好幾次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭
妳常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早就已結束

不想再約束 不要再痛苦

下一次會有更好的情路
。。。。
。。。。。。。。。。

愛~
我卻不能夠給妳我全部
我能給的
卻又不是妳想要擁有的
我們不適合也不想認輸
好幾次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭
妳常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早就已結束

不想再約束 不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路
這一次我們都能很幸福
。。。。。
。。。
。。

Sunday 24 January 2010

Sick

Today is Monday, I'm sick!
Fever, sore-throat and my spitting contains of blood.
What to do?
Sigh~

Tuesday 19 January 2010

Kuantan and Terengganu

Kuantan (TC Beach)

Rocks
Adventure
Adventure
Footstep
Morning

Sun Raise
Bay

Shadows

Sunday 17 January 2010

噩梦

16/1/2010 晴天

昨晚睡得不好。
一早就被噩梦干扰了。

才发现,原来我还在意那些刻薄的字眼。
我的脑子里,重复不断地想着两句话。
很羞辱,很羞辱。

现今,我的心被狠狠地留下可疤痕。
我试着向好的方面去想。
但我明白,那是自欺欺人的做法!
我找不到自己了。。
又迷失了。。

这是心魔。。
痊愈不了。。

呆呆的

16/1/2010 晴天

20个小时过了,
我还没能和任何人倾诉。
我还是呆呆的。
糟了!

痛失

15/1/2009 晴天(日食那天)

请让我懦弱一次,我想哭。
时间是晚上8点。
一路上我都很彷徨。
今天,放工了,我独自一人,放空地驾驶那白色的货车。
我漫无目标地,就沿着回家的路途走,脑子里却是一片空白。

在这一个月的假期内,已经是第四次了。
我又被骂了。
被三个主人,
狠狠地骂了一顿!

在我心里,这不是简单的责骂。
我不在意刻薄的字眼,不在意我的苦冲。。
在意的是我的自尊。。

我最珍惜的其中一样东西,彻彻底底地被摧毁了。
也可以说是自我摧毁的!
当被责骂的时候,我回想起一个星期前被骂得事故。
当时是生气,认为是偏见。

难道,这次又是偏见吗?
没错,在这行,我是年轻了点。
可是,我不能再以这个理由自欺欺人了。

她是主人,
我刻意面对着她,让她责骂。
我不走!

我无法辩驳了。
我装作有家教,有涵养,装大方。
其实,是我再也没有反抗的余力了。
这次真的不能了。。就连我也认为是我本身的问题。
我的信心彻彻底底的被我自己埋进了无底洞。
我的强大的自尊心,也消失了。

信心消失了,竟换来了怀疑。
很明显,是亏了!
第三次的打击,把我给怀疑自己了。
我不能辨认,不能确认一切一切。
我迷失在社会人群的迷宫里了。

我认错。。
的却是我做得不够好。

我的痛是,痛失。
痛失了自尊和信心。
我的痛,就像一粒尘埃,那么微不足道。。。
又有谁会懂呢。。。唉~

诚信

君子一言,驷马难追。
假使有人对你说了这句话,你会相信他吗?
那得看看那人到底有没有诚信了吧。
对,个人的谈吐,能力,涵养,背景,年龄,外表等等都和别人对你的诚信息息相关。

当然,现今的社会,诚信是能让我们得到赞赏以及方便,但这种只是一种看法。
所谓,人不可貌相,海水不可斗量,往往,这可令你看漏了一部分真正有诚信的人。

多数人,以年龄判断他人的能力,倚老卖老。
质疑,是瞧不起。
人说“对事不对人”,那为何判断的是人而不是事呢?

被质疑,第一想的就是,“为什么?”
是我做错?
哪里出了问题?
年龄吧。
错在太年轻。
少了说服力。

我装酷,并不代表我不在乎。
我装傻,并不代表我无忧无虑。

我依然是责任感重的。
只是不表现出来。

想回头,刚认识的人都免不了以以上的因素来判断他人。
可怜年轻人了。。

Internship

The internship is one of my course subject which if falls on my early Final Year.
People are busy sending out their resume and application letter during this holiday.
However, this is not happen to me.
I wish to send it when campus reopen, whichi could online and check mails frequently.
In my opinion, the job application is a is the most important part in our academy since we have practical learning.
Learn how to earm money huh~ $$$
Therefore, what company become my first question.

We do not asking for high pays, but we ask for learning and this may lead us to better future.
I myself still wondering what company to enter.
Anyway, hopefully I can enter where I am looking for.

Yeah! I'm going to working.