Personality In The Society

It is quite a complicated and interesting to studying one's personality.
Since a person start to step out to a Society, especially is City, they found that this world is full of various of personality problem.

Maybe this is so call we're forced to mix around with this realistic society. Who can fit with it, who are more advantages.

Benefited to do some immorality is the most of the people's daily routine! Greedy brought them to living without sympathy, heartless, and even harmful to others! We are just a animal with a wise brain to harm others. Consequently, they are sometimes even more harmful than beast~

Harms others without benefit also can seen in this society. Jealous is the main factor lead them to think using their ass. Some of them are mentally lost, never say much to them. As a conclusion, they are sometimes even brainless than animals!

Double faced person are so much terrified! So far many of the innocent are trapped and imposed by this kind of human personality. Sometimes, we will keep our feeling silently without showing out, especially is when we feeling unsatisfactorily. ( Maybe is a good manner, but somehow when it exploded, damages are unpredictable! )

For a simple example, those worker are always good to their boss, but they will mumble and blame their boss just after turn around! Hypocrite maybe just beside you! Don't be afraid! Be calm and try to cope with these matter!

Compare with lies and selfishness, the above society sickness take main part! So?! Is there any solution you have?

What am I trying to bring out is I'm just a weakling, maybe one day I'll change my personality to protect myself or 2nd choice, stay away from expose in high profile! Although I'm not Vindictive yet, but who know next second what would happen!?

I'm so terrified of the society issues. Right now, I just want peace!

Unlimited Expenses Ox Year

Back to the Chinese New Year, my target for last year is not achieved~
However, i still prepare Ox Year happily..

Ladies and Gentlemen, Let's check it out!


Rearrange my bed room and decorate it~
^^ Collect wine bottles with a little drops inside, just turn on a light bulb to reflex it's shining.

Cleaning the colour box, wardrobes, change a new bed sheet, shoes boxes......


Basically not much stuff... Here my new arrival!! Come on check it out yo!~~



The white shirt is my mum bought from last travel to Sabah.
And the left one is Esprit branded if i'm not mistaken~ ^^
I don't know the how much it cost, ahaha~


This Genting Brand T was bought last few month when I went to Genting Highland with my family. Cost around MYR39 and i wear it only at the 2nd day of CNY in HOME!

Samuel & Kelvin long sleeve T & Jeans. I bought in Dataran Pahlawan..
All Cost MYR109.90! I think they are worth to buy.


Don't shocked! I didn't bought two same Cardinan Wear! I own the yellow one.
It's from my Brother bought for me from Singapore..
Topman Cardinan! This is the most expensive clothes i ever own!
Cost S$73.. (convert to MYR yourself ^^)




North Star, another Converse branded Shoes, lined red and blue~
Make it Cost MYR49.90.. if black line, mayb i can buy 2 shoes at the same price!


WoOW! Seiko stainless steel Chronograph watch. This is the most expensive accessory I ever wear! More expensive than my handphone! My dad give it to me.. After I had some survey, I found that it is greatly unfit to my status (poor student) :)

Next to it is my wallet. Wild Channel brand. A little bit young style! Not bad Aha~
MYR 9.90 only!



Will this looks a bit messy? I think when you come in and see the other part of this will more shocking^^
... i think until now i had bought almost of the clothes! There is a horizontal black-white lined sleeveless T.. From my sister. For this T and the Topman Cardinan i need to match with some formal wear..
!! Here come my "Show Time"!!

Testing..testing.. and continue testing... finally I decided match a Formal Black shirt with the Cardinan. The day after, i went to shopping mall and buy a black-lined white formal shirt. Cost around MYR70.00. I just try for 20-30 times. Finally just choose the one we think that is better but still unsatisfied.. :( i just want cope with (melayan) those promoter!

Some of the clothes I didn't manage to take photo...
Just brief it here..
A fashion jeans cost MYR 90.00
A N3 brand short pants..
Also a new bag my sister brought to me! Using now everyday to campus.. Price unknown~
4-5 pairs of socks! Ahaha~ i think is too much already!

For my CNY, I left a T haven't wear! No more place to go... At that moment, both of my bank account have left not more than MYR 80! After a roughly calculation, for the upper stuff, I had spent "at least MYR700"!! I have to learn spend smarter next year!

领悟

2月14日 情人节 晴天

特别是今天，我的内心有点闷郁。自从在广场看见了她们，我那脆弱的心犹如掉进了谷底。。

有时候会想，如果能勇敢一点，不知今天会是怎么样。

有人认为生命中的种种看来都是冥冥中注定的。有时候我会认为，生命中的偶遇是缘分。 回头想想，这些所谓冥冥中注定的，最终的选择还不是掌握于我们的手中。

有时候选择看来很难，我会说都不选了。“算了！”我们不是没得选，而是不知道该怎么办~

其实，做选择并不是那么坚难的！我们是害怕选择了一个稍微“比较难”走的路。选择就需要勇气而已~

我很想到英国去，可是我们不能一眼就望到那儿，只能看到眼前的一小段路。当中的路，谁能晓得？

在我的人生中，我并不是每一方面都那么有勇有谋。我们害怕的，不只是选择还有未知~ 说好听的，选择需要极大的勇气。换个说法，我是没胆子的！

其实，每个人的心里都早已有了答案。 是否我们会趁时机未晚，下定决心，还是先聆听别人的意见。。？人就是时常犹豫。。 还是想听听旁人的意见。这样，心会受到影响，会七上八下，会动摇，偶尔会更加犹豫，最后也就一味的拖泥带水。。

等到你真正的做了抉择，留给你的机会已没有了~ 你能怪谁？矛头还不是回到了你本身。。

怨天尤人。。。

没有人的选择都每一次百分百的正确，结局有时也是靠知自己去塑造出来的。

无论结局是怎样，我们都得对自己的选择负责任。没有后悔的余地，因为机会不会再有，人生也不会重来。当儿，我们该检讨本身的观点及心态。抱着旷达乐观的态度，我们才会更勇敢，更积极的面对人生道路，更努力地去实行和完成。就算跌倒，也对得起自己。

不要因为过往的挫败而失去信心。顾虑太多，只会带来更沉重的包袱。抛开所有，我们才能过得更自在，更活力。让自己的人生更加有意义！

我需要一定的时间，才能从谷底爬出来。不是他伤害了我，而是我伤害了自己。。

现在的我开始领悟了，因为我错过了，缘分就此擦肩而过。。。